Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Christmas Blues!

November 2009,
                          Okay I am annoyed this lump still hasn't went away! I called the doctor to make an appointment and he ordered an ultrasound. I must admit I have a weird feeling about this.

December 2009,
                          I went to the clinic to get my ultrasound today. I was nervous but I knew it couldn't be that bad. I laid on the table and the nurse was rubbing my boob with that cold gel. I couldn't help but to smile though, for it reminded me of the first time I was pregnant and the joy I felt to find out the sex of my baby. She began to make grunting noises which made me a little scared. Why would she be making noises and funny faces unless she knew something was wrong. The doctor then read the results and told me that I had a tumor. A TUMOR!!!!! WHAT!!! He told me that he felt it was benign because I was only 24years old and this was quite common. I was still not happy about it and requested to get it removed. I didn't want to go to Turkey with a tumor in my breast. I called my husband to share the news. He was upset and wanted to come home immediately.In the mean time I was upset because I wouldn't be able to spend Christmas with my husband :(  It was just not the time for all of this. I guess you could say I had a blue Christmas!!


 A few weeks after my ultrasound,I was sent to Dr Imami's office. For he would be performing my minor yet terrifying surgery. He told me that it would be a minor surgery and, if all was well I would be able to join my husband in Turkey. Yea!!! I am going to cross my fingers for the best.

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