Today is the big day. I am in the car riding and I am so nervous. I am reading Isaiah 41:10-13. Lord I know you are with me so there is no reason to be afraid. We arrived at the hospital and I am shaking. I still have a smile on my face. I still can't cry. They put the IVs in my arm and I get ready for my pre-surgery testing. They took little needles and injected my breast with radiation dye so they could see how many lymph nodes were effected. Ouch!! I must admit that it hurt. It stung so bad. After, the testing I went back into the waiting room. My aunt Bea, uncle Anthony, aunt Ann, and uncle Ed all came and surprised me. I was so happy to see them. I had such a great support team. Dr Imami then came in and informed me that they had to cancel my surgery. What????? Cancel my surgery!!! I have got myself all hyped up for this. Why, I asked them and they said that my blood was not clotting properly and they didn't want to risk anything till they ran further test. Well this sucks...first breast cancer, now my blood is messed up. Lord what is this about. I am slightly annoyed and yet happy. It is a reason for everything. Who knows why God allowed this to happen.
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